A tribute to my mom.....

Sometimes i wonder........

If i would have born without a mother

Who would have given the soft caring touch
when i first opened my eyes

who would have taken the pain
to bend down & help me walk, all day

Who would have fed me first
and later ate whtevr left

Who would have ran slowly behind me
to make me win when i jst strted running

who would have heard me so patiently
when i was talking nonsense in my early school life

Sometimes i wonder...........

wht would have happened to me
during those stressful days of my studies

who would have hold my hands and said"Boy u can do better thn this"
when i was njoying 4 small small sucess

who would have scold me
when i didnt do well andjst the nxt min inspire me to try nxt time.










sometimes i wonder ...........

How a person can b so strict at a moment
yet so friendly & funny the very nxt minute.

How a person can work so hard all her day
though rest family members are sleeping calmly.

How a person can wake up at 4am to cook food for me
though i myself wakeup after 5 to catch the train at 6.







sometimes i wonder
Why i become so happy
on hearing a word from her

why evry language reserved
the most beautiful word for "mother"

why even GOD requires a mother
when THEY take birth on earth.

Would Lord KRISHANA and Lord RAMA had killed the evils
if they dont had mother

sometimes i wonder....................

love u mom miss u........
Anshul......

What to write on?

From past 3-4 days i was thinking to update my blog, to write something. Today as i could not resist myself to avoid myself from one of my favorite past time had a cup of coffee sitting infront of laptop, i logged in my blogspot account to give a try on it. But the question was on what ?I thought to write on various current burning political topics or some social awareness topics but could not get the feel to write.

I asked prajakta to help me out of this baffled state of mind and suggest me something which i can use to carry my thoughts out. As expected she came out with some stupid ideas like flower, color etc GOD knows from where she gets those ideas. And suddenly from no where she said why dont u write on the topic "what to write ?" On reading the message my mind got stuck "wow this is something the kind i wanted."

Isn't sometimes it's important to think on this state of my mind where we want to do something but unable to do bcause we don't know from where to start? Yes thats the most important step of doing anything i.e. to find from where we should start. There are many people including me who gets jammed in this step of accomplishing any task. People know they want to do something but most of the time get stuck on the question from where should i start? If you look at individuals who could not make their job done, you would find most of them couldnot because of this reason. They could not find the right way from where to start? They could blame it on scarcity of resources or luck factor etc but the real reason most of them didnot able to make their job done because they could not find the starting point.

Well i wanted to write a lot but i think today my mind is stuck with too many random thoughts to come out of the baffled state to write something. I guess i should relax a bit and then start writing. My heart wants to write but mind isnot supporting it.
Sorry peeps.

1st day as blogger

After a long time today am starting something which i was thinking from a long time. Don't know why it happens with me but i spend a lot of time in thinking and planning than executing them properly. May be my laziness and unstable life style has a lot to do with it.

But any how i managed to secure some moments for my hobby i.e. to write my heart out. There are many occasions in one's life when everything don't go the way they wanted. During that period one has to take it as an opportunity to fight the circumstances and come up as a true winner with the help of loved ones. This is the time when one should focus on his/her ultimate dream and desire what they want to achieve from their life.

Last week i had a small discussion with Paul Sir, my classmate in IIT. We were talking about why a person isn't satisfied with his own life? why a person looses his focus,enthusiasm and spirit he was having some years ago when he was young. I thought about it and later on came with a view that a person during early part of his career has a goal, an aim and from where he gets the energy to struggle and fight in the throat cutting battle in this competitive world.

But once he realizes his dream, achieves his goal he gives up. His life becomes aimless and that is the period which is more dangerous and painful than the one of the aftermath of losing in the battle. Thats the phase i was going through from last 1 year. I had a dream to enter into IIT and later on did well in 1st yr as well but somehow lost the path and thought a mid way station as the destination.

During the discussion i thought how much an aim in life is necessary to keep the fighting spirit alive in one's life. And to achieve that one must believe in long term goals rather than short term. Getting into an elite institute or scoring good marks can only give us some happiness but definitely not the ultimate joy of life.

An aim should be such that it can take our whole life to achieve that and more importantly it should be such that we are ready to give our whole life to achieve it no matter how hard it is no matter how much we have to suffer.

In pursuit of similar dream i start my journey today..........